Denial is such a pretty place

I had a major breakdown today.  Turns out I am a bit less stable than I acted.  But then, that is fairly typical of me. 

I am still struggling to deal with everything that happened in the last 10 days.  Hearing that one of our children has passed away has upset me a lot more than I could deal with.  I keep on coming back to the fact that the doctors initially thought we would walk that road within a couple of weeks.  I just can’t deal with that.

Woutertjie was supposed to go for a FBC yesterday but the day overwhelmed me and today I just didn’t have the energy after letting off steam.  So tomorrow Carien is going with for the “bloedtellings” (blood counts).  She is very excited to be able to join in the adventure.  Go figure.

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5 Responses

  1. Lyk my dis tyd dat jy weer ontvoer word vir lunch of so…..
    Dink aan jou! *

  2. Jy het TLC nodig!!!
    Mis jou!
    Txx

  3. Ons almal het filters om realiteit van ons weg te hou – oorlewingsmeganisme. soms breek iets een van die filters en dan tref die hele opgehoopde spul mens gelyktydig. Sterkte vriendin, die filter sal weer inskop en die stroom hanteerbaar word. Dit vat net tyd. gun jouself dit.

  4. Ag Suzanne, ons is almal maar net mens en waardeer julle gaan is alles behalwe maklik of menslik. Sterkte en liefde, al ken ek jou nie regtig nie.

  5. ‘Hugs, hugs, hugs’, ek het nie woorde nie, maar beaam wat Elmarie skryf.
    Of soos my Ma altyd vir my se – ‘Dit sal ook verby gaan…..’

    Sxxx
    Van ‘n vriendin wat jy nie eers weet jy het nie :-), maar wat deur jou blogs geinspireer word…

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